Wednesday, February 02, 2011; 20:16
New year Eve
The quietest New Year Eve in my whole of 22yrs old life =( . Perhaps all those who r close to me knows the reason, or shld i say as long as u read my blog u'll noe y?
In the past, when i slog myself off at work and i wil look forward to hitting hm cuz i will be having reunion dinner wif parents. But tis yr round, after hitting hm, i seriously felt lk crying badly but i have to hold on to my tears and just try to say some funny tings to cheer mum and myself just to avoid having those thoughts that we're 1 man down at hm ='( Despite myself tearing nw , i still dunno what more i can do cuz i've helped in everyting i need to already. Food are prepared and waiting for it to be slowly stewed on the oven and so on .
I th0ught i cld behave like nth happened and jus carry on the dinner wif mum , but ... life arent tt smooth as anyone can tink of . Is like last yr we cld stil have reunion dinner thinking nxt yr will be the same. but .... remember tis ! Life doesn't goes as wad u expect it to be, cuz nxt yr may be a different scenario as ur current one. So , conclusion is to remind ppl to treasure what u're having now. Do treasure ppl ard u too =))
Aniwae, a new yr's beginning is a start too hopefully . i just wish tt mum will enjoy her trip to aust visiting my uncle and shopping ard looking at the outside world on behalf of my dad and for the sake of her 1st trip out of singapore. Of course, to bless her wif good health which i dont mind giving some of mine to her. I jus want her to live longer (that'll be good), at least let her see me pass out of Army and see me well in the society.
all the best and fun in tis Chinese New Year and grab as much Hongbao's as possible and !! all the best to all my friends ! On hand, already afew events out already. so , hopefully, i wil b able to spend my nxt 15days and have to concentrate on my final sem projects and Exam le =))
Have Fun Everyone !! =))
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